Showing posts with label thought. Show all posts
Showing posts with label thought. Show all posts

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

How 2009 Ended

2009 ended with me watching 2 good movies.
I was really, really impressed with Avatar.
I went there with high expectations (because KV couldn't stop talking about it after watching it) and the movie was actually better that I expected!
The animation was really good. It's like being transported to another world!
I just wish I had the chance to watch it in 3D.
The Princess and The Frog was also a good watch.
I watch cartoon movies for 1 reason only - to enjoy the jokes.
The movies that top my favourite cartoon-movie are Shrek (1 and 2, didn't watch 3 I think) and The Emperor's New Groove.
The Princess and The Frog couldn't match these movies, but it was definitely better than some of the other cartoon-movies that came out last year.
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I also read a few good books.
You really should try reading Jodi Picoult - somehow, I get SO hooked up with her books once I start reading them. The stories are really issues that will make you think, will make you wonder what you would do in that kind of situation, and will make you wish that you never have to make decisions as hard as that.
Am currently reading Between The Assassinations by Aravind Adiga - something different, something interesting. It centers around the lifes of really poor Indians in India.
Reread Life of Pi by Yann Martel - this time, I paid more attention to the story as I already know what the ending is (am not going to tell you about it); appreciate the book more this time around.
Also read the first two books of the twilight series - didn't find it very addictive as I already know the story (almost the same as the movie), but it's a nice story to read and I am looking forward to reading the rest of the series (am going to make sure that I don't watch the movie first).
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Do you guys remember a few years back, there was a period of time where buses kept meeting in accidents and all night buses were cancelled? I wonder when the rules were changed and buses were allowed to operate at night.
And recently, after the bus accident nearby Ipoh, once again the issue was brought up - to not let buses travel at night.
But then, that issue didn't last long and bus rides are still going on as usual.
How about the seatbelt rule - is it still on?
I wonder what's the problem with Malaysia and rules.. we make them, we break them, then we remake them when there is trouble again.
What the &%@# are we trying to do?
Why do we have to wait for something to go wrong before we take action?
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Also, it seems like someone brought up the issue about housemen (again) in the newspaper.
I don't know who started it or why - but then there is one group telling we are overworked, getting scolded bla, bla, bla..while another group who thinks that we are too pampered.
The way I see it - the non-doctors, non-nurses think that it is impossible for a person to work for more that 24 hours and function. They think that everyone needs rest, the labour law should be followed, etc. Parents of housemen would also feel pity for their children - it's natural - all parents want their child to come back home and chill talk to them rather than immediately fall asleep, right?
On the other hand, MOs and specialists have gone through worse times - times where they had less than half the number the housemen that we have now, times where they have to handle more things and get less pay. Do you expect them to sympatise on you? They used to do 15 calls a month, and now you are complaining because you have 6 calls a month? Doesn't make sense if we complain, right?
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Anyway, 2010 is here and I am *gasp* 26!
Actually, it makes no difference to me.
20, 26 - age is just a number, right?
But I still can't take it when my nephews or nieces call me Aunty - just makes me feel ancient..I'm not that old, am I?
Somehow, the years have passed by so fast.
Sometimes, I feel like time just flew after I completed my SPM.
I don't make new year resolutions because I know that I would never be able to stick to them.
Somehow, when something becomes a necessity, it is harder to do it.
For instance - when I was younger, I used to beg my Mum to let me iron the clothes- it just looked like so much fun.
But then, once I was older and was expected to do the ironing - it just became a chore, something I didn't like to do.
Weird, huh..
Well, am oncall tomorrow - actually looking forward to it 'cos am oncall with a really, really nice MO. :)

Friday, October 23, 2009

What The Future Holdsr

I have to say - I am rather shocked.
Only 5 posts so far this month.
I didn't even realize how fast time flew by this month.

Maybe there was just too many things going on.
Or maybe it's because of the labor room - a place where time just doesn't seem to matter.

One thing I like about the labor room - they (the ladies) come, they deliver, they leave.
We don't have to see the same patients over and over again for a few days and wait for them to get better slowly.
In fact, most of them who come to us are not even sick, they are just delivering, which is a normal process of life!

I have decided that this is what I like - seeing patients for a short while, as in handling a particular patient for a particular moment and then moving on to the next patient.

I don't want to have to wait for a patient to get better over a long period of time.
I want to see, treat and tell the patient that they are well and they can now leave.

So, what field should I get into?

Medical is basically a chronic field- some even say people come there to die.

Kids are just too complicated.

Surgery - not interested.

Ortho is basically surgery - not interested.

O&G - kind of nice, but don't like the surgical part of it, so, once again - not interested.

A&E - never been there, have no idea what it is like. But then, yes, acute management. Either patients come there and die or they get stable enough to be transferred to other wards. But, is there a future in A&E? Why do people say that those who are in A&E are those who can't get into other departments?

Ophthal - can't even do a fundoscopy properly.

ENT - once again - surgery.

Derma - boring?

Anaest - seems interesting. But seems like it needs lots of knowledge - will I be able to know all? What if I can't get a line for a patient? Whom do I turn to?

Did I miss out any departments? I don't think so.

Hmm...I just don't know what I want.

Am I supposed to decide now? Some say that the faster you decide, then the faster you can start to study to become a specialist and so you won't have to be an MO for long (being an MO is NOT EASY!).

Maybe being a chronic MO (being an MO forever) is not too bad (as long as not in a GH).
Maybe be an MO in a KK or district hospital.

Do I even get a choice or will I just be posted out?
I wonder.

Why is life so hard?
So many decisions, so many uncertainties..